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  Evangeline refused to be intimidated. “I dare speak to you because it is the truth and it needs saying. You are a fine one to accuse Verity of throwing herself at a man’s head. You have been doing it to Mr. Chase for days with far less encouragement than Mr. Brookes has given her. Everyone else in the party knows he would rather wed any of the other ladies than you.”

  Penelope Anstruther’s color deepened from red to a shade nearly purple. “That is not... I never threw myself... You have no right...”

  Her flustered stammer made it clear she was not accustomed to being confronted, especially by someone she considered her inferior.

  By contrast, Evangeline strove to control her agitated emotions and speak with firm reason, as she would to one of her pupils if they misbehaved. “If you wish to attract a husband in future, I suggest you mind your temper and your tongue.”

  “Is there some difficulty?” The sound of Jasper Chase’s resonant voice made Evangeline realize what she had just done and the embarrassment she might have caused him. “I heard raised voices.”

  She spun around to see him approaching. His bold features were tensed in a look of concern.

  His appearance seemed to restore Miss Anstruther’s power of speech.

  “There most certainly is a difficulty, sir. I have never been so abominably insulted by this governess of yours.” She infused the word with scathing contempt, as if Evangeline’s profession was somehow disgraceful. “If any servant of mine dared to speak to a guest in my house with such insolence, I would dismiss them on the spot.”

  “Are you suggesting I do the same?” The fierce scowl on Mr. Chase’s face made Evangeline fear he might.

  She had no cause to fear for her future, like most women in her position, yet Evangeline regretted not having handled this situation with greater tact. Her vigorous defense of Verity might only make the poor woman’s situation worse. Besides that, she was sorry to have embarrassed her employer.

  The possibility that Jasper Chase might think ill of her dismayed Evangeline more than she could bear.

  * * *

  Dismiss Evangeline Fairfax? Jasper could not conceive of any action he would find more abhorrent. He had overheard enough of her exchange with Miss Anstruther to realize she had been defending Norton and Mrs. Dawson, the way the governess had once defended her school friends.

  Admiration for Evangeline flared within him. He fought a bewildering urge to seize her and kiss her soundly. Was that because such a gesture might shock Miss Anstruther out of her wits...or could it be something more?

  One thing he did know, with startling certainty, was that his children had been incredibly fortunate to have her example all these years. The way they’d reacted to hearing about conditions in the cotton industry showed they had learned well from it. Would his plan to keep them sheltered at Amberwood undermine the vital lessons they had absorbed from their governess?

  Those thoughts rushed through his mind as Jasper came between the two women. He scarcely heard Penelope Anstruther’s spiteful diatribe beyond her repeated demands to send Evangeline packing, which infuriated him. “I am sorry Miss Fairfax was forced to speak to you as she did. Since I might have said precisely the same things in her place, I cannot think of dismissing her. I would feel the same even if she were not essential to the happiness of my family.”

  “You defend this insolent creature?” Miss Anstruther blustered. “This insult is not to be borne! Come, Verity. We are leaving at once. I refuse to spend another night among such disobliging, ill-bred people.”

  With a poisonous glare at Jasper and Evangeline, she stalked away.

  The beginning of a sob burst from Mrs. Dawson’s lips but was swiftly stifled. Head bowed and shoulders slumped, she followed with obvious reluctance.

  Had he and Evangeline made matters worse for the poor lady by trying to defend her? If so, Jasper regretted it, but what else could he have done? He had no intention of parting with his children’s governess a moment before he must and certainly not at the bidding of Penelope Anstruther!

  “Wait!” cried Norton. The poor man looked torn in several directions at once, as if his heart were being drawn and quartered. “Verity, please, I cannot bear to see you go away with that insufferable woman.”

  Penelope Anstruther turned back toward the vicar with a scornful sneer. “You should mind your tongue, sir. Of course Verity must come with me. She has nowhere else to go and there is nothing you can do about it.”

  For a moment Jasper feared his friend would falter in the face of such caustic contempt. But after a brief struggle, he straightened to his full, lofty stature and spoke in a ringing tone that would have sounded impressive from a pulpit. “Indeed there is something I can do and I intend to do it.”

  His long legs bore him swiftly to Mrs. Dawson then flexed to lower him before her on one knee. “My dear Verity, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife? I can offer you little by way of material comforts, but I promise that as long as I live, you will always be treasured and treated with the kindness you deserve.”

  Before her companion could reply, Miss Anstruther gave a derisive sniff. “Even Verity has more sense than to give up the advantages I can provide to make her home with a penniless clergyman and his hoyden of a sister.”

  The way Norton winced at her words made it clear they echoed his worst fear.

  Jasper glanced toward Evangeline to find her staring at him intently. In her eyes he glimpsed an unspoken plea to intervene on behalf of the other couple. Much as he wanted to oblige her, he could not. Some intuition warned him that if their union was to succeed, they must both be willing to fight for it.

  Unfortunately, life seemed to have beaten all the fight out of Verity Dawson long ago.

  Or had it? Something in her bearing as she turned to answer Miss Anstruther made Jasper wonder if he’d been mistaken.

  “Advantages?” She spoke the word in a mocking imitation of the other woman’s scornful tone. “What do those advantages signify without respect or affection? I do not believe Miss Brookes is a hoyden and even if she were, I would far rather live with a hoyden than a...a...shrew!”

  Miss Anstruther’s features went slack with shock. Then she gave a shriek of vexation and flounced off.

  Verity turned her attention back to Norton, who looked suddenly hopeful. “Dear Mr. Brookes, I hope you have not proposed out of pity for my situation. I could not bear to be a burden to you.”

  Norton clasped her hand. “I beg you, let there be no talk of pity or burdens between us. I believe with all my heart that any burdens I bear in this life will only be lightened by your support...and love.”

  The lady inhaled a deep breath and braced her shoulders. “In that case, it will be my honor to marry you, Mr. Brookes.”

  Norton surged to his feet and raised both her hands to his lips. “You have made me the happiest man in the world!”

  His long face glowed with joy. Yet Jasper detected a faint ripple of anxiety in his friend’s eyes. Was he wondering how he would support a sister and a wife on his modest living, not to mention provide for children if they were so blessed?

  “Congratulations, my friend!” Jasper swept toward the newly engaged pair. “I insist Mrs. Dawson stay at Amberwood as my guest until you are able to arrange the wedding.”

  “Thank you, sir.” Verity Dawson looked astonished to be treated with such civility. “That is very kind of you indeed. I hope we have not spoiled your party by causing Miss Anstruther to leave.”

  Jasper shook his head. “I doubt her going will cast a pall over the festivities. Quite the opposite, I should think. Besides, it was I who provoked her to leave, not you.”

  Evangeline stepped forward to offer her congratulations. Then she said, “If you will excuse me, I must go check that the children have not sickened themselves on sweets.”

 
“We should rejoin the party, as well,” said Norton. “I want to share our happy news with Abigail. I am certain she will be delighted for us.”

  Seeing them so happy together made Jasper anxious to recapture similar joy...but not with Margaret Webster.

  He offered Evangeline his arm. “Miss Fairfax, may I escort you back to the fair?”

  “Thank you, sir.” She slipped one slender hand through the crook of his elbow to rest lightly on his forearm. “It was good of you not to sack me after the way I spoke to Miss Anstruther. It was not my place to lecture one of your guests.”

  “I hope you did not believe there was any danger of that!” Jasper found it difficult to muster a coherent reply because so much of his awareness was concentrated on the touch of her hand. It filled him with a strange sweet lightness, like the froth on a mug of fresh cider. “As for your place, it is always the place of a true Christian to speak in defense of those who are being ill treated. I thought you were quite magnificent.”

  Her face lit up in a smile so radiant it made him long to...do something very foolish indeed. “You acquitted yourself well, too. If she had not behaved so badly, I might feel sorry for Miss Anstruther.”

  “Let us hope she will heed some of what was said to her and mend her ways. I fear Mrs. Thorpe may be vexed with me for making her goddaughter leave the party.”

  Evangeline chuckled. “If your mother-in-law scolds you, I promise I will come to your defense.”

  “Will you?” Imagining the scene made Jasper grin from ear to ear. “Then I reckon I have nothing to worry about.”

  They strolled back to rejoin the crowd still enjoying a fine summer day’s entertainment. From the audience thronged around the puppet show, Margaret Webster waved to them.

  Evangeline tensed and released Jasper’s arm. “You should join Miss Webster and the girls. I must go find out what Matthew and Alfie are up to.”

  Before he could protest, she disappeared into the crowd, leaving his arm with a faint ache that he fancied only her touch could relieve.

  Chapter Twelve

  Jasper Chase had offered her his arm and told her she was magnificent for standing up to Miss Anstruther. The memory made Evangeline break into a furtive smile every time she recalled it that evening. Through the night, she relived that moment in her dreams.

  Reason warned her that such a trivial incident should not mean so much to her. She tried to banish it from her thoughts with the familiar litany that Jasper did not want a wife like her and she did not want a husband of any kind.

  But those convictions seemed to have lost their protective power. In their place came new ideas that intrigued and unsettled her. For instance, how pleasant it had felt to have someone she could rely on to come to her aid. Though Jasper claimed to want a submissive wife, she was not certain he truly did. There had been nothing submissive about the way she had confronted Miss Anstruther. Yet he had not rebuked her for it. If anything, he seemed to admire her more.

  If she had required any further proof that he did not hold her actions against her, Jasper appeared in the nursery as usual the next morning, looking altogether too handsome.

  “Drink your coffee quickly.” He poured himself a cup and took a deep draft. “I have asked Jane to keep an eye on the children while we take a walk.”

  Evangeline strove to moderate her reaction to his words, but she could not keep her heart from bounding. “Do we have a sensitive subject to discuss?”

  Jasper nodded. “About Norton and Mrs. Dawson. I thought you would want to know.”

  “Indeed I do.” Evangeline was delighted with the match between Verity and Mr. Brookes, who reminded her of her soft-spoken, scholarly father. “I hope they can find a way to live in some comfort without having to marry off his sister, when she would prefer to earn her own living.”

  Jasper’s head snapped up. “She would? How do you know that?”

  “She told me so.” Evangeline drained her cup and rose to her feet. “Miss Brookes would like to work as a governess, but her brother will not hear of it. Something to do with their mother.”

  Jane appeared just then. Though she tried to look as if it were a common occurrence for her employer and the governess to take early morning strolls together, Evangeline wondered if the nursery maid had commented about it below stairs.

  “I will fetch my bonnet.” Evangeline hurried off before Jane noticed the color in her cheeks and guessed more about her feelings than she could bear.

  She returned as soon as she had tied on her bonnet...and her blush had faded. She knew it was not right for her to feel so elated about going off with Jasper on her own. She was trying to make a match between him and another woman, after all. Indeed, she had no business thinking of him by his Christian name. She was not certain when it had begun, only that she could not seem to stop herself now.

  The countryside was swathed in mist when they emerged from the house, but the sky had a pearly glow that promised the haze would soon burn off.

  Evangeline was grateful for the veil of mist that wrapped around her and Jasper, hiding them from curious eyes. It created an appealing illusion that they were in their own private world without obligations, plans or expectations.

  “Did Miss Anstruther’s departure make the atmosphere at dinner very awkward last night?” She hoped not. In spite of Jasper’s insistence to the contrary, she felt responsible for provoking the unpleasant breach of his house party.

  “My mother-in-law was rather dismayed.” He did not sound troubled by Mrs. Thorpe’s reaction. “But the rest of the party seemed happier for her absence. Norton and Mrs. Dawson announced their engagement, which put everyone in good spirits.”

  “Even his sister?”

  “Especially his sister. She likes Mrs. Dawson and after what you have told me, she may assume her brother will be forced to let her earn her own living now. I wonder...” Jasper’s voice trailed off.

  “You wonder...?” Evangeline prompted him.

  “Whether Abigail might consider filling your position at Amberwood,” he continued in a bemused tone. “The children like her and Norton might be less resistant to her becoming a governess if it would help us out.”

  That did sound like a reasonable solution for everyone. Yet more than ever it troubled Evangeline to think of someone else taking her place at Amberwood—even someone as agreeable as Abigail Brookes. Could she command the respect a governess needed, after having been more of a playmate to the children?

  Another idea occurred to her. “Perhaps Miss Brookes could come and teach at my school. Her brother might mind that less than having her become a private governess. It would benefit our pupils to have a teacher with her high spirits. My friends had wanted Leah Shaw to help me run the school, for precisely that reason. But then Leah married the duke.”

  “Leah?” Jasper repeated the name in a puzzled tone. “Wasn’t she also one of your friends at the charity school who became a governess?”

  “We all did,” she replied. “Teaching is one of the few respectable means for a woman to earn her own living, however modest.”

  Her answer did nothing to dispel Jasper’s puzzled look. “A charity pupil turned governess married to a duke?”

  Evangeline nodded. “You may be amazed that Leah wed so well, but I am more surprised that she wed at all. I thought she valued her independence too much to be tied down that way. But she sounds happy in her letters. So do the others, though that surprises me less. Rebecca, Marian, Grace and Hannah were all well suited to marriage. I never expected they would make such advantageous matches, but I am delighted for them.”

  She pressed her lips closed to prevent a further rush of words. She had not meant to go on at such length.

  But Jasper did not appear to mind. Indeed, he seemed to be listening most intently. When she paused, he did not seize the opportu
nity to turn the conversation back to Verity and Mr. Brookes. Instead, he asked, “Do you ever envy your friends the happiness they have found?”

  “Never,” she insisted. “My friends deserve all the security, comfort and happiness it is possible for women to be blessed with.”

  “Perhaps envy is the wrong word.” Jasper’s steps slowed as he searched for the right one. “What I meant to say was, do you never wish you could experience that sort of happiness for yourself? A home of your own, the love of a husband and children?”

  Did she dare answer his question honestly? Evangeline feared not. More and more of late, she had begun to yearn for precisely those things—the love of a husband, especially. But not just any husband. Were such feelings a test to prove she was worthy to do the work for which the Lord intended her?

  How could she think of letting down her friends who were depending on her, the orphan girls who needed her? Not to mention her late mother, who’d been so certain she was destined for some important task in life?

  “I told you, my friends were well suited to marriage.” She chose her words with care so she could speak the truth without betraying her feelings. “I am not and never have been envious of their marriages. I was meant for a different life.”

  “But not meant to be happy?” he asked in a tone of wistful pity that rasped against her pride. “I cannot believe the Lord intends you for that.”

  “Who says I will not be happy?” Evangeline bristled, though she feared it might be true. Now that her feelings for Jasper Chase had been roused, could she ever be truly happy if she were parted from him and the children? But his probing questions compelled her to deny it. “I expect to be very happy doing such valuable work and making a difference in the lives of so many children. I expect to be happy fulfilling the purpose for which I have been preparing all this time.”

  She cast a fleeting glance at Jasper as he walked by her side, not certain she was persuading either of them.